Issue 1 Part 2

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Artwork by Jane Burn

Edited by Louise Larchbourne


All the gardens

The poet sat in the garden that had taken fifteen years to
make. Fifteen years was about right. Before that a garden
wasn’t ready, after that it became blowsy and overripe, like
a single flower. She looked back to the other garden, no doubt
way past its best if she could even reach it, but it was the garden
of its time. She did not think of herself as a poet then. She did
not think it was given to women to use words on behalf of others.
She left that garden and gradually, in many different actions,
created this one.  And here it was. Its alignment was not so very
different from the other one, and she remembered weather like
this, days like this, birds with the same song.  But it was moving
on. No garden is finished. Nothing stays still.

By Sally Evans



How long have I been here caught between the tides?
I breathe in oxygen,
yet my heels are shackled with a blacksmith’s silver chain,
hooked to a swaying seabed.

At night I heard the whispers of Mermaids,
the chattering of the seafaring dead,
where beneath me a new world exists;

a world that I can hear only like a rustic pin
drifting on the surface of a vast ocean.
I’m the dead tide,
I’m silenced,
the lost and the disappeared.

By Matt Duggan


Be Still Now  (For J.D.)

Be still now, the parting is over,
the rain and mist descend on northern hills,
the autumn sky is darker than before, time’s movement
ceased. The coaly Tyne remains awake, listening
for its songs, one bonny voice now cast adrift
upon the tide and carried by, unmoored but safe,
at peace now.

Rest now, lass. The hard road lies behind you.
Slip away with the old river, through far, green
acres, byres and sheep folds, the wild geese
overhead and slow smoke rising from steadfast
moorland cottages. The days must bide their hours
without this songbird soaring clear above the sun.
Be still and rest now.

By Lesley Quayle


Ces mains
These hands,
often struck
with yardstick,
hair brush,
or any other
weapon of war,

ces mains
learned that they
were best kept
out of the way,
out of danger.

These hands
learned that
other hands needed
holding –
frail hands,
confused hands,

these hands,
eagerly reaching out
to those in want
or need,
finding hands to hold
or guide,

these hands,
never raised in
these hands,
kind –

ces mains
my hands

By Léa Forslund


First Signs
Two cock pheasants are fighting, wings flattened
like the halves of a severed butterfly.
I see the panic of separation
in the brutality of clashing beaks.
The fizzing brown river feels it, too, tries
to reel in its spate with white fingertips,
unable to fathom its fright, folding,
folding itself into a confusion.
Even the swallows’ manic scissors don’t
slice soft air for joy, but for survival.
My barren body gave birth to this Spring.
I’ve pulled it from the freshness of my wounds,
left it to weep on the fell. It glistens
like a solemn promise, a consequence.

By Catherine Ayres




Waiting for connecting flights,

I watch TV. In Baghdad a young soldier fires,

fells an Iraqi, yells triumphant, “Got ‘im!”

The fallen man attempts to rise. The boy

fires off another round. The body twitches,

shimmers, stills. “Got the bastard!”

my compatriot shouts in glee.

“It’s just like shooting squirrels back home.”


I turn away and realise Death is sitting next to me

in the plastic airport lounge. With a sideways flick of eyes,

I thought I’d summed him up:

thinning fair hair, corporate permatan

pastel shirt, diamond solitaire

probably from Texas.

To ward off conversation, I’d pulled out

a book and lost myself in alibis.


As we prepare to board, he tells me

that he’s a Platinum Flyer. “Oh really?” I reply,

in tones designed to cut off overtures. “Yes,” he says,

“I’ve flown more than a million miles but then

there’s always folks who’re eager

to buy guns.” It’s then I see the skull

that glows beneath his skin,

the pointed teeth.


By Susan Castillo


That Day


They kept us in the classroom until a masked man

rang a bell, then they took us into the yard, lined us up

along one wall and some of us wet ourselves, I was one.

Seventy years have passed, but I remember that too clearly,

the hot trickle turning icy cold, the chafing. We stood there

for hours, my knees kept locking, I tried to keep moving

but only slightly, the thought of drawing attention,

of masked men seeing the wet patch on my trousers

frightened me more than anything else that day.


We all heard explosions, saw clouds of yellow and purple

rising up, dirty and stinking, and I thought back to earlier,

a silent bare morning, of how I’d thought of pretending

a fever in order  to stay at home, how I’d wanted

to make sure my mother was not going to kill herself

today, how she looked so sad when she thought I wasn’t

watching her, how she burnt the toast, and I told her

it didn’t matter, how I forced myself to eat it, to not mind

the scrape of rancid butter, the memory of marmalade.


Then shouting, closer, a barrage of shooting, and we,

just twelve years old, a line of us up against the wall,

the masked men waiting, then Peter went berserk,

he lunged forward out of the line, and one of the men

cracked his skull with his rifle butt, Peter crumpled,

I thought of his story he’d read last week about his sister’s

hamster, how funny it had been, I thought of how his

shirt tails always came out of his trousers, how he managed

to get ink on his knees. He lay in the school yard, broken.

By Catherine Edmunds


Gorge du Loup

Cloud shadows, sunlit hamlets
and the curve of a damaged viaduct –
from this high view point my eye
follows its form, from intact line
to the bombed remains –
impossible to think of war here

now, as all around, in the tangible
depth of air there are swifts
flicking, flitting, back and forth
in their element. They shriek
and swirl. For a moment

I feel my centre clench;
I am filled with the urge
to launch out
over the parapet
to soar with them,
wide open, screaming.

By Sarah J Bryson


house of correction

behind the sharp sharp white fence,
praetorian guard of hypocritical zinnias
the house stood, a deadly phalanx

she, the general, was its shadowless
unbending mind inside behind
the frowning veranda where i parked the bicycle
borrowed from next door

if you opened the french doors, frogs got in at night
and in the daytime, jehovah’s witnesses
if you were lucky, when you were sick in bed alone
but even with the french windows open, you couldn’t get out

cemetery field of crucifixes, the lattice
is too powerful a pentacle
she was the house
spirit of the lattice
let me out
let me out into the sunlight
grant me its

By Mandy Macdonald
An earlier version of this poem, entitled ‘exterminating angel’, was published in Poetry Scotland, Winter 2013–14


Life cycle of a hyacinth

Starts slowly, roots
a cautious wormery,

spire of fingernails praying
green in the dark.

No one notices.

Pushes her head through
hands, stands primly

in her own limelight, robust
echo of ultraviolet curls.

Throbs with filthy secrets, smears
thick whispers on kitchen walls.

Gouges the sky with nodding
cotton bud, blows a glass
cathedral bleeding handspans of blue.

Aches at the window, heavy
with absence, a singed

lamb’s head full of lies.

By Catherine Ayres


Mr Brough

brisk                   sharp
has been elbow deep in me
I imagine my intestines                lilac blue
and steaming gently in the unexpected air

unravelled they can stretch
the whole way round a tennis court
they told us that in school
I never thought I’d put it to the test

the bowel reacts to being handled
can be skittish might flounce
peristalsis – that squeeze that starts as swallowing
then ripples sweet and regular right through –

must settle down into its proper rhythm
meanwhile strange surges flutter
as if a trout is netted in my belly
and now it flexes slippery and strong

I think of Mr Brough
and riverbanks
of skill honed by practice
the sly gutting of a fish

By Jan Dean


No meaning

Blurred thoughts and a head banging
with shame. A rhythmic thump
from the numbing slurs
unsteady and slumped strides
across a reflecting floor –
a cold bed, to recover from the eclipse.

My side split open from the lack
of humour. A weak link
in my pathetic body.
A grey blocked sun seeks refuge
whilst no-one is around
to hear my silence.

My vomit is unknown only to me.
Others clean the filth
of my functions.
I stir to find a head so full
of nothing, only religion
could make sense of it.

By Stephen Daniels



Once a decade
she succeeded
in the waning.

The coiling
tighter of the spring,
the pinching of pleats.

To wake counting ribs,
protecting hipbones
from lovers,

consoling them
at the deflating

To walk more quickly,
yet slowly now
past store windows

to admire not
la dernière mode
but la nouvelle derrière.

To stride boulevards
counting ticks, crosses:
thinner than that, fatter than that

until the day,
that sod-it day,
when rebellious child

meets feckless adult,
fails to inject
a moment’s pause

between trigger
and shot
of sugar.

The rapid unravelling,
an uncoiling spring,
the easing of seams,

the waxing.

By Sharon Larkin

previously published by Cinnamon Press in the May Day anthology, 2014, ed. Jan Fortune.



In my mother’s kitchen was a small fridge and a derelict cooker;
already I have slipped from what I think I know
to what must be said. That cooker is long gone, its inner glass
baked brown, door hanging at an angle, looped back with wire,
to permit the accurate immolation of birds.

The lino tiles, laid with black Bostik when I was ten, have gone, too –
so have the patches from my clothes, my arms, my ears, my knees.
I used to clean that cooker. She would pay me ten bob – a horrible job,
but it suited a drive I had, to remove all corrosion, let the secrets
of the dark places be exposed – the chickens slowly crinkling in full light,
walls no longer sticky with undigested substance, food untaken,
dross, bad memories. In my mother’s kitchen were secrets. Stuck, they were,
with the Bostik under the floors, in the sticky heat of the killing oven;
invisible in the layers of my innocent skin.

In my father’s absence was a streak of distress. In his towers
of empty tobacco tins, as they accrued like debt behind cupboard doors,
was fear. When doors were opened, they crashed out – when I opened the doors.
In the pit of the stomach, the expectation of sudden noise. Of a crash,
of a scream. Of emptiness.

By Louise Larchbourne


The Forest Seamstress

My mother is making my clothes.
I hide behind a screen and trade my shoes for leaf and bark.
I tread more softly.

Brrrch, Brrrch.  She feeds her material through blood and branch.
Brrrch. The birds stop to listen.  I hear the rustle of skin.
A pool of leaves breathes at her feet.

Mother climbs from bark to twig.  She lifts hair from my face,
lets me see.  She tells me to climb.  She wants the stars.  I shake my head.
My mouth is packed with velvet-warm earth.

My mother laughs and rubs my skin with fresh-spun sap.  I am her daughter.
She tugs my gut.  I climb to please her. My intestines wind through bark and bough.
She rips satin ribbons from remnant skies and lines hidden pools; eye deep
and as watchful.  I sense my soul take root.

Some days her belly growls, I run for shelter.  She shakes the ground.
The sky fills with swallows’ purple light.  I hide to find my way back in.
I emerge to fallen leaves.  She smells of age and earth.  When she dies
I become her.  By winter I dress in icy armour.  It keeps my heart soft.

By Jenny Hope

previously published Petrolhead, Oversteps Books, 2010




The leaves

move too directly and with a rhythm

unmatched by the breeze.

A raggedy tab of weasel

zips the bleached and cropped pasture.


Buffered by a grey-pelted prize

worn like a moustache,

(perhaps the unfortunate shrew

obstructs its view)

it heads straight for the

astonished dog.


The lurcher begins to levitate with

tip-toed anticipation,

ears umbrella-ed

to shade the point of pounce.


He knows not to run,

not to telegraph his presence

but just as it seems

weasel and shrew are his,

the ragged bullet

ricochets off a grass blade

right from under his nose.


Now he chases! Skittered

pebbles fly in the sunshine

like drops of river water

scattered by a kingfisher

but gangle bows to rick-rack.


Hunter out-dashes hunter

snapping out of existence

at the base of an old stone wall.

In the air, hangs a pungent musk

like the scent of passion fruit

and piss.

By Mavis Moog


The Phantom Lead-swinger Strikes Again

He’s had enough
of half-job Henrys.

He doesn’t deal
in tired excuses.

If he had his way
the workers of the world

wouldn’t start the job
to begin with. He’d leave it

to the admin johnnies
in their clean collars

to churn out the paperwork,
sign the chitties, issue the requisitions,

rubber stamp and copy in triplicate,
and he’d sniff at their in-trays and invoice spikes

and slope off for a fag round the back
or a hand of cards with the apprentice lad

in some work-free corner of a disused hut,
nicely off the gaffer’s radar.

By his leave, the words
productivity and logistics

would do the decent thing
and self-erase.

Half-job Henrys
are no friends of his.

Freddies –

they’re his

By Neil Fulwood


All the secret things

All the children’s pictures rubbed off the board,
chalk dust too, caught in a jar.
Fairies calling from silvered plates,
the secrets of magic and every sleight of hand;
all of Houdini’s great escapes,
the wonder still intact. Take a look.

Here, every tooth the fairy mouse has paid for,
see the whole castle with its ivory bathtubs.
Imagine you lived here, you’d take tea on the lawn,
while just here, a ladybird has taken off all her spots.
She has them jittering in a box on the floor:
her bare red wings, the missing piece

of the puzzle you made and unmade again,
the invitations not sent,
the thank yous ditto,
the parties not held,
the uprising of socks unpaired.

By Natalie Shaw


Below is my Fat Choice – a poem that did not make the guest ed’s cut, but had something about it that I liked.


Yawning Stars


I watched you yawn a universe into existence

I witnessed as you sang a cosmos into style


I saw you sigh, and the heavens roared

then you smiled, and the gods came alive


I felt you move, and the stars fell into rhythm

then you danced, and the planets cycled into their place


You closed your eyes, and the full moon shined

and when they opened, the sun blazed hot


Your passion flared, and the earth shook violently

but then you laughed, and all grew calm


You said Yes, and the gates flew open

Your power coursed through every wave


You spoke the Word, and the gospel was born

Your vibration, a serenade of the holy symphony

By Scott Thomas Outlar


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